vanishing air
i wrenched my neck yet my nerves didn't lay bare any reaction. got my father's samurai slashed my bug-ridden shaft and it just rolled in the shrub with my eyeballs rolling with it. not even the books i've read exhilarated my vertebrae nor the melody i've hummed brought back memories of puberty. i ate and driveled and got drunk but my wits remained obscured. the expression of my dirty vocal chords didn't speak of love nor anger nor misery. not even farewells moved me to tears. then there was i. staring at the comet's blinding light it bursted! and then... tiny pieces of voices.
me
son and heir of a shyness that is criminally vulgar. son and heir of nothing in particular. no talent for certainty. esteem the product of relationship politics. pretense multiplied by infinity. poison. thorn on the side. source of dire news. basketcase. complicated. drama queen. picture perfect numb belligerence. craving fame and all its decadence. plagiarist. no talent for certainty. tragically romantic. raging hormones. complex. fool. blink. blank. booo. damned.
and i'm not what i merely represent to you...
so do not adore me.
shivers
landslide - smashin' pumpkins perfect - smashin' pumpkins tonight tonight - smashin pumpkins sick cycle carousel - lifehouse needs - collective soul run - collective soul how soon is now - love spit love head over feet - alanis morisette here, there and everywhere - beatles breakfast at tiffany's - deep blue something lightning crashes - live selling the drama - live good - better than ezra the outsider - perfect circle runaway - the corrs i am mine - pearl jam taxi ride - tori amos moon river - andy williams whiter shade of pale - annie lennox lost cause - beck miss you love - silverchair without you - silverchair ready for a fall - pj olsson any lucky penny - nikki hassman the only living boy in new york - simon and garfunkel dazzled by
run lola run by tom tykwer cinema paradiso by giuseppe tornatore to die (or not) - ventura pons lock, stock and two smoking barrels - guy ritchie fight club - david fincher the others - alejandro amenabar battle royale I - kinji fukasaku my sassy girl - kwak jae-yong windstruck - kwak jae-yong elephant - gus van sant homerun - jack neo the usual suspects - bryan singer trainspotting - danny boyle the bicycle thief - vittorio de sica amelie - jean-pierre jeunet pulp fiction - quentin tarantino breakfast at tiffany's - blake edwards coyote ugly - david mcnally
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Posted at 3/14/2007 8:07:38 pm by bebsg
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Saturday, March 03, 2007
Hindi ko na nababasa at naririnig ang mga salitang dati ay namumutawi mula sa iyong mga labi. Alam kong andiyan ka lang naman. At ang paghihintay ay madaling gawin para sa mga pusong nagtitiwala.
Sa isang iglap, tulad ng malakas na ulan na nagbabadya ng kanyang galit sa gitna ng maalikabok na tag-araw, ika'y nawala. Walang pasubali, hindi na kita naramdaman. Walang narinig na bulong o madama man lang ang pinakamaliit na haplos ng hangin mula sa sulok na iyong kinalalagyan.
Siguro nga, mas madaling isipin na naglaho ka na ngang tuluyan. O masyado lang napaaga ang pagkaputol ng manipis na lubid na nagtutulay sa ating mga kaluluwa.
Hay. Andali namang mapigtas ng pagkagapos natin. Sa isang kurap, ako'y nahulog. Hindi lang sa bangin ng kawalan kundi mula rin sa pag-asang ako'y iyong sasaluhin at hindi hahayaang dadampi ang mga paa ko sa maputik na lupa.
Andali. Ambilis. Nasaan na ang kamalayang dati ay tinangay mo, kasama ng kasiguraduhang nandiyan ka lang. Isang pangako, magsimula nang ako'y ninakaw mo mula sa totoong nagmamay-ari sa akin.
Ngayon, ni pagpapaalam ay hindi ko narinig magmula sa'yo. O masyado lang ba akong nabingi sa pagpaparaya na hindi naman dapat? Isang pagtatapos sa bagay na hindi pa man halos nagsisimula.
Sana, maririnig pa rin kita. Kasinlakas at kasintamis ng mga salitang dating namutawi sa iyong mga labi nung pagkakataong una mo akong tinangay. Sana, hindi pa mangyayari ang nakakatakot na pagtatapos.
Dahil hindi pa ako handang magpaalam.
Posted at 3/3/2007 3:31:36 pm by bebsg
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Thursday, March 01, 2007
tsinelas sa gitna ng nagsasalpukang kyeme
Malakas ang tunog ng mga tsinelas ko habang pababa ako ng subway sa Paseo sa Makati. Hindi naman siya kaboom-kaboom na tunog. Yung palak-palak lang.
Alas sais y medya na ng gabi at andaming mga tao na naglalakad, gustung-gusto nang umuwi. Mga alipin din silang tulad ko. Yun nga lang, sila nakapormal wear. Ako, nakatsinelas, tshirt at maruming pantalon.
At talagang tiningnan ko lahat ng mga suot nila. Siyet. Ako lang pala talaga ang nakatsinelas. Huwaw. Makati ito, Bebs. Hindi UP.
Por dat, dahil sa sobrang dami ng nagkukumpulang mga otaw na naghihintay ng masasakyang bus, pwes, naglakad ako. Belat niyong lahat. Nakatsinelas ata ako, kaya go.
Bago niyan, isang oras akong paikot-ikot ng Makati para hanapin ang Roadrunner sa Rada Street. Sa ilang libong beses na akong pabalik balik dun, hay naku, antanga ko pa rin papunta dun.
Mula sa malamig na bus, bumaba ako ng Paseo de Roxas. Tapos lumiko sa Dela Rosa. Grabe. Sobrang kompident ako nung lumiko ako. Yahoo, at last, di na'ko tatanga-tanga. Tapos naglakbay ako. Binagtas ang di masyadong kahabaang Dela Rosa.
Tapos, mukang di na pamilyar ang mga establisyementong naeencounter. Siyet. Asan na ang KFC???? Grabe.
Ayun. At pumaikot-ikot ako ng pumaikot-ikot hanggang nakikita ko na ang Greenbelt at bumalik uli sa Paseo de Roxas. Potangena lang.
Buti na lang katext ko sina Gavina at Boknat at Mortel at iba pa. Habang naglalakad, di masyadong halatang tanga ako. Siyet. Ang heygard lang ng mga bagay bagay sa Makati bilang napakumplikado talaga ng mundo dun. Siyet ka Makati. Malusaw ka na. *sawnd epeks*
Sa gitna ng glamorosong Makati, hay, grabe lang ang pag-i-emo ng mga taong nakakatext ko ha.
At sa sarili kong mundo, nakow, malala pa. At dahil kelangan kong pumunta pa ng Roadrunner para ayusin ang dapat sanang wala nang problema sa master copy ng 'Twilight'.
Hay. Siyet.
Tonet! Magiging direktor tayo!!! Oo, nananalig ako.
Posted at 3/1/2007 8:38:08 pm by bebsg
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Tuesday, February 27, 2007
101 things NOT TO SAY during sex
Jimmy P. again!
1. But everybody looks funny naked! 2. You woke me up for that? 3. Did I mention the video camera? 4. Do you smell something burning? 5. (in a janitor's closet) And they say romance is dead... 6. Try breathing through your nose. 7. A little rug burn ever hurt anyone! 8. Is that a Medic-Alert Pendant? 9. Sweetheart, did you lock the back door? 10. But whipped cream makes me break out. 11. Person 1: This is your first time..right? Person 2: Yeah.. today 12. (in the No Tell Motel) Hurry up! This room rents by the Hour! 13. Can you please pass me the remote control? 14. Do you accept Visa? 15. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ 16. On second thought, let's turn off the lights. 17. And to think- I was really trying to pick up your friend! 18. So much for mouth-to-mouth. 19. (using body paint) Try not to leave any stains, okay? 20. Hope you're as good looking when I'm sober... 21. (holding a banana) It's just a little trick I learned at the zoo! 22. Do you get any premium movie channels? 23. Try not to smear my make-up, will ya! 24. (preparing to use peanut butter sexually) But I just steam-cleaned this couch! 25. Got any penicillin? 26. But I just brushed my teeth... 27. Smile, you're on Candid Camera! 28. I thought you had the keys to the handcuffs! 29. I want a baby! 30. So much for the fulfillment of sexual fantasies! 31. (in a menage a trois) Why am I doing all the work? 32. Maybe we should call Dr. Ruth... 33. Did you know the ceiling needs painting? 34. I think you have it on backwards. 35. When is this supposed to feel good? 36. Put that blender back in the kitchen where it belongs! 37. You're good enough to do this for a living! 38. Is that blood on the headboard? 39. Did I remember to take my pill? 40. Are you sure I don't know you from somewhere? 41. I wish we got the Playboy channel... 42. That leak better be from the waterbed! 43. I told you it wouldn't work without batteries! 44. But my cat always sleeps on that pillow.. 45. Did I tell you my Aunt Martha died in this bed? 46. If you quit smoking you might have more endurance.. 47. No, really... I do this part better myself! 48. It's nice being in bed with a woman I don't have to inflate! 49. This would be more fun with a few more people.. 50. You're almost as good as my ex! 51. Do you know the definition of statutory rape? 52. Is that you I smell or is it your mattress stuffed with rotten potatoes? 53. You look younger than you feel. 54. Perhaps you're just out of practice. 55. You sweat more than a galloping stallion! 56. They're not cracker crumbs, it's just a rash. 57. Now I know why he/she dumped you... 58. Does your husband own a sawed-off shotgun? 59. You give me reason to conclude that foreplay is overrated. 60. What tampon? 61. Have you ever considered liposuction? 62. And to think, I didn't even have to buy you dinner! 63. What are you planning to make for breakfast? 64. I have a confession... 65. I was so horny tonight I would have taken a duck home! 66. Are those real or am I just behind the times? 67. Were you by any chance repressed as a child? 68. Is that a hanging sculpture? 69. You'll still vote for me, won't you? 70. Did I mention my transsexual operation? 71. I really hate women who actually think sex means something! 72. Did you come yet, dear? 73. I'll tell you who I'm fanatasizing about if you tell me who you're fantasizing about... 74. A good plastic surgeon can take care of that in no time! 75. Does this count as a date? 76. Oprah Winfrey had a show about men like you! 77. Hic! I need another beer for this please. 78. I think biting is romantic- don't you? 79. Q: You can cook, too, right? A: (Whaddaya think I'm doin'?) 80. When would you like to meet my parents? 81. Man: Maybe it would help if I thought about someone I really like... Woman: Yourself? 82. Have you seen "Fatal Attraction"? 83. Sorry about the name tags, I'm not very good with names. 84. Don't mind me.. I always file my nails in bed. 85. (in a phone booth) Do you mind if I make a few phone calls? 86. I hope I didn't forget to turn the gas oven off. Do you have a light? 87. Don't worry, my dog's really friendly for a Doberman. 88. Sorry but I don't do toes! 89. You could at least ACT like you're enjoying it! 90. Petroleum jelly or no petroleum jelly, I said NO! 91. Keep it down, my mother is a light sleeper... 92. I'll bet you didn't know I work for "The Enquirer". 93. So that's why they call you MR. Flash! 94. My old girlfriend used to do it a LOT longer! 95. Is this a sin too? 96. I've slept with more women than Wilt Chamberlain! 97. Hey, when is it going to be my friend's turn? 98. Long kisses clog my sinuses... 99. Please understand that I'm only doing this for a raise... 100. How long do you plan to be "almost there"? 101. You mean you're NOT my blind date?
Source: http://netjeff.com/humor/item.cgi?file=sexlist
Posted at 2/27/2007 3:32:48 am by bebsg
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Jimmy P.! Thanks for sending this to me. Mwah.
Nike Condoms: Just do it. Toyota Condoms: Oh what a feeling. Diet Pepsi Condoms: You got the right one, baby. Pringles Condoms: Once you pop, you can't stop. Mentos Condoms: The freshmaker. Flintstones Vitamins Condom Pack: Ten millon strong and growing. Secret Condoms: Strong enough for a man, but Ph balanced for a woman. Macintosh Condoms: It does more, it costs less, its that simple. Ford Condoms: The best never rest. Chevy Condoms: Like a rock. Dial Condoms: Aren't you glad you use it? Don't you wish everybody did? New York Lotto Condoms: Cause hey-- you never know. California Lotto Condoms: Who's next? Avis Condoms: Trying harder than ever. KFC Condoms: Finger-Licking Good. Coca Cola Condoms: Always a Real Thing. Lays Condoms: Betcha can't have just one. Cambells Soup Condoms: Mm, mm good. The Carl's Jr. Condom: If it doesn't get all over the place, it doesn't belong in your face... General Electric: We bring good things to life! AT&T condom: "Reach out and touch someone." Bounty: The quicker picker upper. Microsoft: where do you want to go today ? Energizer: It keeps going and going and going.... M&M condom: "It melts in your mouth, not in your hands!" Chevron: use them? people do. Taco Bell: get some; make a run for the border MCI: for friends and family Double Mint: Double your pleasure, double your fun! The Sears latex condom: One coat is good for the entire winter Delta Airlines travel pack: Delta's ready when you are United Airlines travel pack: Fly United The Star Trek Condom: To Boldly Go Where No Man Has Gone Before
Source: http://netjeff.com/humor/item.cgi?file=brand.condoms
Posted at 2/27/2007 3:31:08 am by bebsg
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Saturday, February 24, 2007
Three feature films after, two in the making and a 2007 Cinemalaya entry, oh God, spare me, but I have to say, I AM NOT AN EDITOR!!!!!
The burnout me must be talking but yeah, I'm not a born synthesizer.
Since I bought Dam-Dam [my computer] on August 2004, we shared the same battles with survival. He, with his malfunctions and me with my self. I guess my battles were harder to fight, though.
Originally, I purchased Dam-Dam so I could do editing jobs. At that time, Master Julo [my classmate] was earning well as an editor. I thought, I should earn much like him. So I tried hard to learn Adobe Premiere Pro for a start.
Yeah, there were some "clients" but most of the time, Dam-Dam was up all night, rendering his free services to my friends and classmates who had no editing machine for their film projects.
Voila. The money-making venture didn't even had its launch.
Then the chance to edit a full-length feature came when Direk Dante Mendoza offered us [Leo and Dohna] to reedit "Masahista" in 2005. I had a blast [kaboom!] and then, I felt editing was gonna be my ladder to success.
But no. After editing "Manoro" and "Twilight Dancers" last year, I came to a point of doubt. Critics had a feast on how "Twilight.." was badly edited. It was not badly edited, say that with conviction. As any editor, I just worked on whatever footage was available. And it wasn't my fault if the Director preferred to use a two-cam set-up and two angles!
As a student at the UP Film Institute, I edited my own short films and I guess I did well. So my editing doesn't suck! Bwehe. That's according to me.
These past few days, suddenly, I had a feeling that I was stuck in something so uncompromosing. I'm not complaining. It's just that, when I come face to face with the same group of video footage for a month, I wanna explode.
That was overacting, I guess I just wanna burst. Yes, I'm not an editor. Hear me.
1. Because I'm not a technical person. Ask me which firewire is the best, I'll just blankly stare at you. Then drool.
2. Because I always mess up with my capturing. I don't know which area/sssss I did wrong but always, my captured footage are not in good quality. I often ask myself, did I do it right? Either they're blurry or pixelated or.. messy. I'm not sure if it's because of the firewire or do I still need a gadget that's more high-end. The confusing thing was, everyone I asked told me that firewire is always the tool for capturing. And I wasn't groggy when I clicked on my setting, for sure. Then what's wrong, damn-it!
3. This is gonna kill my so-called career but I don't understand what they mean by rhythm editing. Shoot me now, but when the Director wants a clip shortened or extended, that's it. So, find the rhythm, you dickheads. P.S. I know that editing has its beat. So don't let me figure it out for you, assie!
4. Damn, but I'm having a hard time learning how to color correct. I can't achieve the look that I want. Is it because my gadget is constrained? Or I'm too stupid not achieve it.
5. The more I edit other people's films, the more I desire to make my own films again. Why am I stuck with editing their films when I can make my own? Because they have the money to do it. And no matter how their films suck, they had the funding to shoot it.
6. People think that a glossy film is well-edited. And I get frustrated when the FORM of my edited products are not as glossy as the other's.
7. Because my allegedly good editing is not yet proven. Nomination, anyone? Pfft. Crap. Yeah, I was referring to myself, whore. That nomination will never come. Not this year, anyway. Every Manoro's production staff was nominated at the Empress Awards this year. Except me. Boo. My editing must have been very, very terrible then.
8. Because I cannot understand why I'm so patient with editing that's so paradoxical with my impatience in real life. I'm so patient putting the right footage together. And I'm so impatient waiting for my real, big break.
9. Because I'm tired of following orders from others.
10. Because I'm a DIRECTOR. A very, very good Director. And I'm going to be a famous, world-renowned Director. Lars Von Tier, hide behind your mother's legs. Here I come!!!!!!!
After all that's been said by my lunacy, c'mon, you're stupid if you took me seriously.
Editing jobs for me, anyone? I'll give you a kiss.
Directorial job? I'll suck your toes.
Posted at 2/24/2007 9:46:22 pm by bebsg
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Friday, February 23, 2007
Pakshet. Sumobra ata ang lason ng McDo na kinain ko ngayong gabing ito.
At umi-emo ako ng ganito. Huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
Kaw kasi e. Para ka kasing subconscious. Di maramdamang nararamdaman na pala. At anlakas ng impact. Parang utot na ibinuhos pagkatapos ng isang linggo. Siyet.
Lam mo bang magmula nung isang gabi, pinag-aralan ko na sa gitara ang mga kantang pwede kong kantahin pag kaharap. Tapos, parang sa mga anime, me hearts-hearts pa na umi-epek sa dalawang mata tapos malalaking butil ng pawis na galing sa gilid ng patilya. Toink.
Pero di nga, seryoso, pinag-aralan ko ang mga kanta. Pero hindi naman yung tipong luma-labstruck ako.
Huwaw.
Pero hindi. Epekto lang ito ng sobrang McDo.
Sa kabilang banda, namimiss na kita Bolitas. Ikaw at ang mga pagkalunod mo. Alam mo bang ikaw lang ang tinawag kong Bolitas sa buong buhay ko? Namimiss na rin kitang balahurain e.
Hoi, Palengkator. Namimiss ko na rin ang mga talak mo. Ikaw at ang iyong boses-kiking boses. Namimiss ko na ang mga "time check" mo. Ang mga kwento mong lablayp. At ang pagkabagot mo dahil sa maling gupit mo sa F Salon.
Buwahhahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahhahahahahhahahahhaha.
Klasik ka, Palengkates.
Hoi, Pikoy, alipin ko. Ikaw, na omnipresent sa buong universe. Dahil kamukha mo si Pikoy, si Sir Campos at lahat ng mga mukhang adik at timawa sa buong Pilipinas, Malaysia, Indonesia, East Timor at Fiji.
Pakyu ka Mimay. Ikaw lang ang tanging baboy sa buong mundo na nakakakurot ng utong ng walang mintis. Akala ko magiging masaya na ang lahat ng mga lalakeng binalahura mo, pero, nakakamiss ka pala. Ikaw at ang higante mong pagkatao. Wuy. Mag-audition ka sa American Idol next Season ha? Malay mo, ikaw na ang next Queen Latifa.
Buwahhahahahhahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahhahahsahhahahahahhahaha.
Gurnang walang kwenta! Ikaw lang ang natatanging mayordomang walang kwenta. Hoi, kumusta ang pagkabatugan mo diyan disyerto? Patawanin mo nga ako. Dali!
Amishu Ciudz. Alam kong lovestruck ka ngayon. Salamat sa pag-update sa iyong mga birtwal na buhay. Ipagpatuloy mo. Wag ka lang masyadong pakalunod. Baka di ka makaahon.
Missya Anay. I need your updates. Kayo, na alam kong hindi so-called friends. Ipagpatuloy ang pagkababoy. At bilang ideal housewife, tumbling ako.
At sa inyong lahat na namimiss ako... Heh. Kala niyo lang miss niyo ako. Mahal niyo ako no! Di niyo lang maamin-amin.
Posted at 2/23/2007 4:13:58 am by bebsg
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Hindi ko pa man narinig ang mga salitang lumalabas mula sa pinagmulan nito, naramdaman ko nang inihagis mo sila patungo sa akin. Ako, na handang saluhin sila ng walang nakatikom na daliri.
Nakita na kita. Noon pa. Ikaw at ang iyong pambihirang anyo. Naihalo ako, kasama ng isang milyon pang mga matang nagnigningning nang magisnan nila ang iyong mga ngiti. Mga ngiting nakadikit sa birtwal na larawan. Mga matatamis na ngiting iisa ang hulma.
Sabi mo, alayan kita ng mga salitang higit pa sa matalinghaga. Siguro, ito na yun. Siguro, hindi pa ito yun. Malamang, darating din tayo dun. Sa panahong naghilom na pareho ang ating mga sugat. Di ba sabay nating lakbayin ang daan patungo sa bahagharing bigay ng paglaya?
Oo, nakikita kita. Ikaw at ang maraming mong imahe. Pero, sana nga't makita na kita.
Magkaibang mundo man, nagsasalubong din kaya ang ating mga hinahangad? Alam mo ang kasagutan at sana'y maiparating mo rin ito tulad ng iyong mga salita na lumabas mula sa pinagmulan nito. Sa iyo.
Hindi ko man hawak ang lahat ng susing bubuksan ko para sa'yo, alam kong andiyan ka lang naman. At andito lang ako.
Paano siya? At sila? Ang isang milyon pang mga matang nakatingala sa'yo?
May sagot naman. Pag nagkita na ang ating mga mata.
Posted at 2/23/2007 3:47:55 am by bebsg
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Wednesday, February 21, 2007
James introduced me to www.web.tickle.com where you answer questions then they assess you then voila, there I was, already boxed. But I had fun answering answering the questions and finding out what "I am". Read on.
Ako.
You're a
You crave attention, the limelight, and the fawning admiration of millions. You have lots of fans and friends, and you like knowing how much others appreciate you. On top of this, you're a go-getter and you really shine under pressure.
You believe in making a good impression and you have to love what you do, or else your performance slips.
And that's just scratching the surface!
My past life.
Come out and play — in your previous life, you were a hamster named Vladimir. Here's what we know about you: Born on the plains of Siberia, you spent your early years weathering harsh winters, drinking vodka, and attending committee meetings. Determined and headstrong, you always got your way when push came to shove. But it wasn't all darkness — no one knew how to let loose and have a good time better than you. You were the reigning Twister champ, and you always emerged victorious from the Bolshevik's annual Dance-a-Thon (your signature step, the Funky Chicken, was a huge crowd pleaser). As you were also quite the health fanatic, you developed and patented a set of exercise wheel fitness videos that quickly became all the rage in Siberia. Your commercial success led you to denounce Communism and head for the States, where you ultimately provided the inspiration for a wacky Web site and song.
What's my buried secret?
You keep secrets about your
Way to keep 'em wondering! When it comes to affairs of the heart, your lips stay sealed. Whether you've had your share of heartache or done the heartbreaking yourself, you know that not much good comes from kissing and telling.
You're a passionate person who takes relationships to heart. While some people dish up intimate details of their love lives around the water cooler, you've got more respect for your sweethearts than to reduce them to email fodder. If your name happens to circulate through the rumor mill, it's only because you're so mysterious. Who says romance is dead?
What kind of kisser am I?
You're a
Talk about freestyle! You've got originality points when it comes to kissing. You are probably the type of person who goes with the flow and plants your pecks accordingly as each situation dictates. And why shouldn't you? The only real important rule is for you to be yourself — and to keep experimenting. If something feels good, you should keep doing it. And especially in lessons of l'amour, there's no reason to conform.
So pucker up and keep seizing your moments! But before you get all crazy experimenting, sticking your tongue in your partner's ear, or getting carried away with your little love bites, remember that a kiss is between two people. You don't want to turn them off while you're getting turned on. So if that happens, take a deep breath, slow down, and try a little tenderness.
Am I evil? Lovet.
Well, you're kinda evil. They haven't reserved a place for you in Hell yet, but the leasing agents are starting their calls. (Sorry, no air conditioning.) We're guessing you find others' pain funny, your backstabbing knife is probably pretty sharp, and your sexual wiles have likely brought you enjoyment at the expense of your bunkmates a time or two. If more than one of those three things rings true, consider yourself a card-carrying evil person. If you're interested in recanting the evil thing, sensitivity counseling isn't a bad idea. Or else find a more sadistic career, like a bouncer or a metermaid. But hey, to each his own, and if your evilness fits, wear it. Keep reading for more evil details!
Kinda sexually evil. We're all slaves to our urges — some just more than others. Sure, you probably shake it a little to get your way, but you don't beat yourself up over it (unless you're into that, of course). For your own sake, realize that getting hurt sexually generally stings more than being burnt with your clothes on. So even if your pillow pal has a mean set of love handles, keep it to yourself. Just listen to that little voice in your head (no, not that one), and the evil sex thing will stop.
My celebrity soulmate.
Your celebrity soul mate is someone who's
You're probably not one to take the path most traveled. In fact, an independent spirit like you would much rather carve out your own special niche. So it's only natural that your romantic match would be required to do the same.
Someone who's unique, intelligent, maybe a bit serious and brooding is right for the part. An indie actor like Christina Ricci seems best suited for that role. And it only makes sense that you'd rather have your rendezvous at places that are under the radar — just like you! So, keep making your own waves in the world. The awards and accolades are sure to follow for you and your celeb soul mate! And even if you don't live in the same reality as your celebrity soul mate, you can still meet someone who's indie close to home. So get moving!
Me, as a tv reality show. Er, I would have preferred myself as Survivor or Amazing Race.
You're destined for
You are a team player with a yearning for the open road. It's no wonder that Road Rules is the perfect reality show for you. Think of it as spring break with a chance to win money and prizes (and you won't even need to take your shirt off).
So what if they shove a camera in your mug — you're making friends, experiencing new corners of the world, and (maybe, just maybe) becoming famous in the process. When things get testy, don't be surprised if you have to step up as the cooler head. As long as you remember that it's a reality show, not reality, you'll be a positive influence on your team. So start studying the world map and practicing your Winnebago parallel parking. Road Rules casting call is right around the corner.
Me, as a song? Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
Your song is
Sure, it's catchy and has a great beat, but this tune's also got bite. We're not saying you're not a smooth mover, but anyone who knows you will attest to your spunky side. After all, you aren't shy about going after what you want or speaking your mind. How else are you going to beat the competition?
When it comes to a night out, you bring the party with you wherever you go. A risk taker, you're not afraid to stir things up and be the first one on the dance floor or last one to leave. It's clear you're standing on your own two feet, and you're ready for whatever comes your way. Rock on!
What does my hair say about me?
Your hair personality is
You refuse to buy into trends and would much rather wear a one-of-a-kind creation than something purchased at a mall. Blech. When it comes down to it, you break the style rules and love being unique. Your individuality has probably produced many unconventional hairstyles, whether or not you've dared to bear the shortest, spikiest hair or the shaggiest mullet in town. No matter what, you adore being edgy, so take control and give your hair a new twist — bang-accenting highlights or a wild new cut. Being an individual is always hot.
How hip am I? Yeba.
You're hip with the
No one ever accused you of being boring. A free thinker in everything you do — from what you wear to what you read to what you believe in — you're not easily swayed by fleeting fads and fashions. Instead, you like to challenge convention and make your own rules. This means you're always one step ahead of the game...or deliberately disregarding it.
But just because you march to the beat of your own drummer doesn't mean you do it alone. You surround yourself with stimulating people who are always asking questions and looking for new ways of doing things. And a motley crew that's always on the move is a perfect fit for a maverick like you.
What kind of hair am I?
Your hairstyle should be
It shouldn't be too surprising to hear people think you're a sweetheart. Laidback and easygoing, you know when it comes right down to it, how you treat others is what counts. So, it's no wonder your signature hairstyle should be as natural and unpretentious as you.
With your big heart and fun spirit, you'd probably rather spend your time hanging out with friends than primping in the mirror. Why fuss if you don't have to, especially when it gives you more time to laugh and enjoy the moment? Whether you're blonde, brunette, or something in-between, your hairstyle is bound to be as bright and sunny as you are!
My pop culture IQ.
Your pop culture IQ is , and you know it all when it comes to .
From the big screen to the small screen. Major studios to independent filmmakers. Music, dance, or art. No matter the medium, mode, or means, you pay attention to what people create — and how they manage to express themselves while engaging others.
Art and entertainment let you see places you've never visited, learn about things you've never imagined, and see the world through someone else's eyes. And your concern with what's going on — and what could be — is precisely what makes you so interesting to others. And that's an art.
Am I a Player or a Poser? Bwaha.
You're a player because you are
Yup, there's no doubt about it — you're just about as cool as they come. You've got a great sense of who you are and what you want out of life, whether that's becoming a rock star, fashion plate, heartthrob, or America's next top model.
Not one to sit back and watch life happen, you're not afraid to do your own thing and take some chances to get you moving in the right direction. While others are struggling to keep up with the latest and greatest fads, you're making your own trends and looking sizzling while you're at it. Now that's hot!
What makes me a real beauty?
Your makes you a real beauty
You don't need a catwalk to strut your stuff. A cool and confident fashionista like you knows how to look fabulous wherever you go. You've got a good eye for what's hot and what looks good on you. And you're comfortable with who you are and what you want out of life.
Sure, you like to look great, but that doesn't mean you follow fads or listen to what other people say is right for you. You're an individual, and you make sure that comes through in everything you do, whether you're at the office, on a date, or out on the town. You can't go wrong when you're being true to yourself. That never goes out of style!
Posted at 2/21/2007 3:30:36 pm by bebsg
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Tuesday, February 20, 2007
...ang universe.
Kung anuman ang patutunguhan ng pagtitiwala ko sa'yo, bahala na. Sabi mo nga, hindi ka masamang tao. Alam ko naman yun, e. Sino ba ang masama para sa kanyang sarili? Siguro nga, patuloy na lang akong magpakasasa sa sayang dulot mo.
Dumating ka sa hindi inaasahang panahon. Habang kasama ko pa siya. Nang di pa natapos ang pagkurap ko, nawala na pala ang lahat ng mga hinangad ko. Hindi ko alam kung sasaluhin mo ako gaya ng sinabi mo, pero mananalig na rin ako. Malay ko. Bukas makalawa, malalaman ko rin.
Bahala na ang universe.
At para sa kanyang iniwan ko, isang awit ng pagluluksa.
Walang Hanggang Paalam Joey Ayala
Di ba tayo’y narito upang maging malaya At upang palayain ang iba Ako’y walang hinihiling Ika’y tila ganoon din sadya’y bigyang-laya ang isa’t-isa
Ang pag-ibig natin ay walang hanggang paalam At habang magkalayo papalapit pa rin ang puso Kahit na magkahiwalay tayo ay magkasama Sa magkabilang dulo ng mundo
Ang bawat simula ay siya ring katapusan May patutunguhan ba ang ating pagsinta Sa biglang tingin kita’y walang kinabukasan Subalit di-malupig ang pag-asa
Ang pag-ibig natin ay walang hanggang paalam At habang magkalayo papalapit pa rin ang puso Kahit na magkahiwalay tayo ay magkasama Sa magkabilang dulo ng mundo
Ang pag-ibig natin ay walang hanggang paalam At habang magkalayo papalapit pa rin ang puso Kahit na magkahiwalay tayo ay magkasama Sa magkabilang dulo ng mundo Sa magkabilang dulo ng mundo
Posted at 2/20/2007 12:04:32 am by bebsg
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