http://contemporarynarcisus.blogdrive.com/ lucid intervals of the ironically tragic Thu, 15 Mar 2007 05:25:01 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2007. Gay and lesbian lifestyles http://contemporarynarcisus.blogdrive.com/archive/157.html Wed, 14 Mar 2007 12:07:38 GMT Am moving out for good. Do check out my new blog: http://bebsisms.wordpress.com http://contemporarynarcisus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=157 http://contemporarynarcisus.blogdrive.com/archive/156.html Sat, 03 Mar 2007 07:31:36 GMT Hindi ko na nababasa at naririnig ang mga salitang dati ay namumutawi mula sa iyong mga labi. Alam kong andiyan ka lang naman. At ang paghihintay ay madaling gawin para sa mga pusong nagtitiwala. Sa isang iglap, tulad ng malakas na ulan na nagbabadya ng kanyang galit sa gitna ng maalikabok na tag-araw, ika'y nawala. Walang pasubali, hindi na kita naramdaman. Walang narinig na bulong o madama man lang ang pinakamaliit na haplos ng hangin mula sa sulok na iyong kinalalagyan. Siguro nga, mas madaling isipin na naglaho ka na ngang tuluyan. O masyado lang napaaga ang pagkaputol ng manipis na... (more) http://contemporarynarcisus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=156 http://contemporarynarcisus.blogdrive.com/archive/155.html Thu, 01 Mar 2007 12:38:08 GMT Malakas ang tunog ng mga tsinelas ko habang pababa ako ng subway sa Paseo sa Makati. Hindi naman siya kaboom-kaboom na tunog. Yung palak-palak lang. Alas sais y medya na ng gabi at andaming mga tao na naglalakad, gustung-gusto nang umuwi. Mga alipin din silang tulad ko. Yun nga lang, sila nakapormal wear. Ako, nakatsinelas, tshirt at maruming pantalon. At talagang tiningnan ko lahat ng mga suot nila. Siyet. Ako lang pala talaga ang nakatsinelas. Huwaw. Makati ito, Bebs. Hindi UP. Por dat, dahil sa sobrang dami ng nagkukumpulang mga otaw na naghihintay ng masasakyang bus, pwes, naglakad... (more) http://contemporarynarcisus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=155 http://contemporarynarcisus.blogdrive.com/archive/154.html Mon, 26 Feb 2007 19:32:48 GMT Jimmy P. again! 1. But everybody looks funny naked! 2. You woke me up for that? 3. Did I mention the video camera? 4. Do you smell something burning? 5. (in a janitor's closet) And they say romance is dead... 6. Try breathing through your nose. 7. A little rug burn ever hurt anyone! 8. Is that a Medic-Alert Pendant? 9. Sweetheart, did you lock the back door? 10. But whipped cream makes me break out. 11. Person 1: This is your first time..right? Person 2: Yeah.. today 12. (in the No Tell Motel) Hurry up! This room rents by the Hour! 13. Can you please pass me the remote control? 14. Do... (more) http://contemporarynarcisus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=154 http://contemporarynarcisus.blogdrive.com/archive/153.html Mon, 26 Feb 2007 19:31:08 GMT Jimmy P.! Thanks for sending this to me. Mwah. Nike Condoms: Just do it. Toyota Condoms: Oh what a feeling. Diet Pepsi Condoms: You got the right one, baby. Pringles Condoms: Once you pop, you can't stop. Mentos Condoms: The freshmaker. Flintstones Vitamins Condom Pack: Ten millon strong and growing. Secret Condoms: Strong enough for a man, but Ph balanced for a woman. Macintosh Condoms: It does more, it costs less, its that simple. Ford Condoms: The best never rest. Chevy Condoms: Like a rock. Dial Condoms: Aren't you glad you use it? Don't you wish everybody did? New York Lotto Condoms:... (more) http://contemporarynarcisus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=153 http://contemporarynarcisus.blogdrive.com/archive/152.html Sat, 24 Feb 2007 13:46:22 GMT Three feature films after, two in the making and a 2007 Cinemalaya entry, oh God, spare me, but I have to say, I AM NOT AN EDITOR!!!!! The burnout me must be talking but yeah, I'm not a born synthesizer. Since I bought Dam-Dam [my computer] on August 2004, we shared the same battles with survival. He, with his malfunctions and me with my self. I guess my battles were harder to fight, though. Originally, I purchased Dam-Dam so I could do editing jobs. At that time, Master Julo [my classmate] was earning well as an editor. I thought, I should earn much like him. So I tried hard to learn... (more) http://contemporarynarcisus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=152 http://contemporarynarcisus.blogdrive.com/archive/151.html Thu, 22 Feb 2007 20:13:58 GMT Pakshet. Sumobra ata ang lason ng McDo na kinain ko ngayong gabing ito. At umi-emo ako ng ganito. Huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. Kaw kasi e. Para ka kasing subconscious. Di maramdamang nararamdaman na pala. At anlakas ng impact. Parang utot na ibinuhos pagkatapos ng isang linggo. Siyet. Lam mo bang magmula nung isang gabi, pinag-aralan ko na sa gitara ang mga kantang pwede kong kantahin pag kaharap. Tapos, parang sa mga anime, me hearts-hearts pa na umi-epek sa dalawang mata tapos malalaking butil ng pawis na galing sa gilid ng patilya. Toink. Pero di nga, seryoso, pinag-aralan ko ang mga kanta.... (more) http://contemporarynarcisus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=151 http://contemporarynarcisus.blogdrive.com/archive/150.html Thu, 22 Feb 2007 19:47:55 GMT Hindi ko pa man narinig ang mga salitang lumalabas mula sa pinagmulan nito, naramdaman ko nang inihagis mo sila patungo sa akin. Ako, na handang saluhin sila ng walang nakatikom na daliri. Nakita na kita. Noon pa. Ikaw at ang iyong pambihirang anyo. Naihalo ako, kasama ng isang milyon pang mga matang nagnigningning nang magisnan nila ang iyong mga ngiti. Mga ngiting nakadikit sa birtwal na larawan. Mga matatamis na ngiting iisa ang hulma. Sabi mo, alayan kita ng mga salitang higit pa sa matalinghaga. Siguro, ito na yun. Siguro, hindi pa ito yun. Malamang, darating din tayo dun. Sa... (more) http://contemporarynarcisus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=150 http://contemporarynarcisus.blogdrive.com/archive/149.html Wed, 21 Feb 2007 07:30:36 GMT James introduced me to www.web.tickle.com where you answer questions then they assess you then voila, there I was, already boxed. But I had fun answering answering the questions and finding out what "I am". Read on. Ako. You're a Rock Star! You crave attention, the limelight, and the fawning admiration of millions. You have lots of fans and friends, and you like knowing how much others appreciate you. On top of this, you're a go-getter and you really shine under pressure. You believe in making a good impression and you have to love what you do, or else your performance slips. And... (more) http://contemporarynarcisus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=149 http://contemporarynarcisus.blogdrive.com/archive/147.html Mon, 19 Feb 2007 16:04:32 GMT ...ang universe. Kung anuman ang patutunguhan ng pagtitiwala ko sa'yo, bahala na. Sabi mo nga, hindi ka masamang tao. Alam ko naman yun, e. Sino ba ang masama para sa kanyang sarili? Siguro nga, patuloy na lang akong magpakasasa sa sayang dulot mo. Dumating ka sa hindi inaasahang panahon. Habang kasama ko pa siya. Nang di pa natapos ang pagkurap ko, nawala na pala ang lahat ng mga hinangad ko. Hindi ko alam kung sasaluhin mo ako gaya ng sinabi mo, pero mananalig na rin ako. Malay ko. Bukas makalawa, malalaman ko rin. Bahala na ang universe. At para sa kanyang iniwan ko, isang awit... (more) http://contemporarynarcisus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=147